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| 2008-05-14 : Holidays.
If I envy and covet something that someone else has, does that make me a bad person, especially if the someone else is my good friend? Well, yes it does. I'm sure I should be happy for my friend and the friend�s being in possession of said item, but I guess when it comes to certain things I'm just not big-hearted enough. I'm happy for them, but at the same time I'm wishing I had one of the item in question as well. Yes, I'm a terrible person. It's probably why I still don't possess any of this item. I guess it's sort of a blow to the self-esteem. I just feel sort of empty inside, a lot of the time. Apparently, I need to broaden my horizons, since at present, according to certain individuals I am immature, lazy, good-for-nothing, and well on my way to becoming a run-of-the-mill lousy doctor. Said person recommends that I mug books on alternative treatments like qigong and chakras. I'm reading the qigong one, but I refuse to read the chakra book, because since there's no way I can use that information it's a waste of time. At least qigong can be practiced. You can't even see the chakras with normal vision. written at 9:25 p.m. previousnext - - 2012-04-23 - - 2012-04-20 - - 2012-02-28 Wistful - 2012-01-22 - - 2012-01-20 |