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| 2007-12-11 : Maybes
Maybe I�ve never been attached because I never wanted it badly enough. I�m quite lucky, as far as I can remember, all the things I�ve really wanted have happened. So maybe somewhere deep inside, I don�t want to get attached. Perhaps I�m commitment-phobic. Or afraid to fail. Maybe even be afraid of tying myself down in case the right person comes along and I miss her because I�m with someone else. Perhaps I�m just not mature or desperate enough to want this enough to have it. Maybe I�m just too self-centered for something like that to ever work. Or maybe I don�t have the confidence. Who knows? I have a feeling that the real reason is a mix of all those reasons. written at 3:24 p.m. previousnext - - 2012-04-23 - - 2012-04-20 - - 2012-02-28 Wistful - 2012-01-22 - - 2012-01-20 |