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2007-12-11 : Maybes
Maybe I�ve never been attached because I never wanted it badly enough. I�m quite lucky, as far as I can remember, all the things I�ve really wanted have happened.

So maybe somewhere deep inside, I don�t want to get attached. Perhaps I�m commitment-phobic. Or afraid to fail. Maybe even be afraid of tying myself down in case the right person comes along and I miss her because I�m with someone else.

Perhaps I�m just not mature or desperate enough to want this enough to have it. Maybe I�m just too self-centered for something like that to ever work. Or maybe I don�t have the confidence. Who knows?

I have a feeling that the real reason is a mix of all those reasons.

written at 3:24 p.m.

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