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Ever wonder what my primary motivation for continued survival and achievement is? It used to be external� Haha. My mother always used to have to make me study etc� My P6 result is the best example of that� Actually, I didn�t get that 260. My mother did.

My motivation has changed since then. After a while I started to actually have motivation. For close to one year, in sec 3, it was dance music� It still is, to a small extent. But more often than not it�s just me inside� I guess you could call it anger, pain, whatever. I�m really not sure why it�s there, but I�m sure there�s a good reason for it�

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The timed pracs were better than expected� Hopefully I can getthat A1 for emath. For bio I should, by rights, get somewhere close to an A1� But things have a funny way of going the opposite way� Just when you�re least expecting it.

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There�s really nothing much to say.. Just that I�m still looking.

written at 7:22 p.m.